Hemo, just trying to help you out mate...
Take heed of Trent's advice, the words chosen by Fantana were in my opinion, intentional. I.E. they're not going to unban you that night (Wednesday) and your not welcome at that moment. Death than further enforces this and says you can appeal in 1 week, but it's at the discretion of ZOMB.
I'd personally suggest that posting walls of text, which to be honest, are difficult to read doesn't help you in anyway. The fact is you've been banned, but have been left with a 'foot-in-the-door' with an appeal attempt a week later (this wednesday) as granted by Death.
As a character reference (for you, about you). I was on the server that night and i'd say you type way to quick, and way to often. You can literally fill up the chat in seconds and are overly intense.
The 'N' word in my opinion is just wrong, i don't like it in songs or when black people call themselves it, it derives from a bad part of human history. That being said, my assumption is, it's freely used in your real-life social circle but you should have known better to use it ingame. I'd suspect you wouldn't want it visible in one of your videos on youtube for example. I'd imagine if you just said "sorry, won't happen again". That'd been it, but you didn't let it go.
On a more positive note, i'd like to see you back in the game, as a player you're fair and always want to do stuff. For example, I beat you to the airdrop in the Trainyard by seconds and you didn't contest it, instead you showed me a good hiding spot so the heli couldn't see us. In my opinion, this showed good sportsmanship.
Here's hoping for a positive appeal this Wednesday and less walls of text
Your friend,
Billy.