Jennifer JJ Jareau

I think you are, for whatever reason, on a personal vendetta. Does it make you feel any better in real life? I haven't done anything that others wouldn't have done and they will not be admonished by you. You didn't even try to explain to me exactly what you mean and how I can fix it. The only thing you can do is issue a permanent ban without explanations or opportunities. This is not how an admin should behave. I find it pathetic. And yes, I have a right to my own opinion, even if this is not really tolerated here. On the subject of blocking too much, all I can say quite simply is that I use or wanted to use this country. Some players and I had planned to build a real city together. However, since I have complained massively over the past two months that some players are blocking entire parts of the map (without ever using them) and I have always been ignored or even verbally attacked by an admin, I am all the more surprised more that a permanent ban is now being pronounced here. Players who have insulted me in a sexist way in the past have not received any warning to date and I have been told that I have to live with it, insults and sexism are not against the rules, only racism. Very sad. However, I have learned to live with it and have always enjoyed building and interacting with "friends". Where am I supposed to have been toxic, player disrespectful since my last mini-ban (3 day ban because i replied to a troll which called me bitch)? Can't be, because I've learned my lesson about not responding to trolls. I've got a whole community to witness that I haven't been the least bit toxic in weeks! At some point you have to justify as an admin for such lies. You too. But the fact is one thing: Some players are allowed to do a lot more than others. And I'm one of those players who gets along very well with 99% of the players, but is still being hunted down by "special" admins. There are a few exceptions to this. Some are very nice and works very professionally. For that, I salute you. Whoever thinks that I'm going to beg to be unbanned is wrong. 'Cause I've got a last shred of self-respect. And I know that at the moment no admin has tried to contact me and clarify a situation so that there are no further problems. If you're going to have double standards for unwritten rules, then you shouldn't do it so obviously. And that with the toxic behavior in the last few days is just a lie and I hope that such an injustice will happen to you so that you realize how shitty such lies feel. And a piece of advice for you: Don't be an admin to bully other people and make yourself bigger, be an admin because you enjoy what you do and are a fair person. I would like to thank Death for the great server, Rosemary and Virgoth for the nice, impartial and fair behavior as admins. I also want to say thank you to the amazing community. Especially San, Arrowleaf, Jay, Ayse, Yumi, Clint (turned from "enemies" to "friends"), Kero Gekuu (turned from "enemies" to "friends"), totesmalotes, MilkMan, Hightower, Spoopyhooker, GREENG1ANT, Phaneak etc. No offense meant , if I forgot someone now, but I forget names easily and I had fun with so many players. I will miss you all. (Dear player reading this, if feel that I have been wrongly PERMANENTLY banned, please reply "#UnbanJJ" to this thread. + Pls proof i told an admin a simp in a bad way. Yes, people are telling me all what's happening ingame while im banned. Lies have short legs. ) Cheers, JJ

I am not aware of any guilt for breaking the rules. I asked in the chat if anyone is online who wants to sell a testgen for scrap. Then "this" user said that nobody wants to sell one. I replied that he couldn't speak for all users. His reaction to my sentence turned toxic and irrelevant. I wanted to end this discussion with him on this, but he continued. At the same time, Rosemary asked me to stop. Instead of addressing the other user's toxic behavior, I asked Rosemary why I'm always the first to be asked to stop, even when the other user has started and would like to continue. However, at no time did I become toxic. I also said "I'm not the server's ass". I also stand behind this statement because I have self-respect. Turning your left cheek after being slapped on the right is wrong in my opinion, because it gives the signal to all other users that you can do anything with you. The other user, who incidentally justified his behavior with the fact that Rust was here and Rust was just toxic, was not banned. So I ask that my positive behavior (i wasn't disrespect at any time), that I don't conform to toxic behavior, not be punished. That would send the wrong signal. I would be very happy about an unban, because it sends the right signal that a community should always treat each other in a positive and helpful way. I also fully understand that an admin in a heated situation can take a player off the field to defuse the situation. But imposing a three-day ban on this, is excessive in my opinion.

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Hi Death, as discussed with you a few days ago on discord, I wanted to suggest that the following glass door skins be added to US Scourge. Many users would certainly be happy about it. Thanks in advance. https://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=2536942128&searchtext=Glass+Door https://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=813882180&searchtext=Glass+Door https://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=2742376863&searchtext=Glass+Door https://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=1882567303&searchtext=Glass+Door https://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=1880367534&searchtext=Glass+Door https://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=1388145157&searchtext=Glass+Door https://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=1273053016&searchtext=Glass+Door https://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=2653055947&searchtext=Glass+Door Cheers, JJ