When you're a kid and mum and dad argue it all feels wrong, strange. Au Pure feels a bit like that now. We had fantastic involved admins who were helpful and funny. Now several have resigned and there are often periods where there are none actively in game for longer periods. Not to criticize, someone will generally come if @admin is posted but it feels strange compared to what came before but then we were probably spoilt for a while. Of course Rust Admin isn't an occupation or vocation, and they come and go with the churn of irl commitments, I've done it myself. However, I can't help the feeling something is wrong with mum and dad and I don't understand why, but dinner is still on the table and the rent is paid so all good, we'll put ourselves to bed. But some of us continue to have this sense that something we don't understand has happened quickly and hope all is well with our marvelous admins.